I don't know if I'm the problem, or if the hospitality industry has lost all of its' creativity. I've tried looking for numerous positions where my keen palette and eye for unique ingredients would be beneficial for said companies, yet my requests and pleas fall on ears that no longer care to listen. What the… Continue reading Keep Dreamin’, Baby!
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Dear Public Libraries, I Love You!
I've run into a conundrum that befuddles many people my age and younger, sometimes. I'm trying to return something that I bought in a depressed stupor, I received the item, but I hate it with an intense vitriol. So, I go out of my way to contact the company I purchased from, get a label… Continue reading Dear Public Libraries, I Love You!
forever burnout, feelings of overwhelming dread, and the never-ending search for a job that doesn’t suck
It's been quite some time since I've used my blog for it's intended purpose, a public diary! Since I've quite my job I've never felt free-er, but at the cost of my sanity and lack of consistent scheduling. If you're a former gifted child who sought out to conquer the world and your mental illness… Continue reading forever burnout, feelings of overwhelming dread, and the never-ending search for a job that doesn’t suck
finding solace in a new space
This year has been challenging in more ways than one, a flurry to scrounge for supplies during the introduction to a new virus, breaking my lease cause of my cat & struggling to find a new place within two weeks. Although it isn't the end of the world, both my boyfriend & I are still… Continue reading finding solace in a new space
2020 vision
I realized it's time to grow out of the "sad girl" stylized way of typing, where it's all lowercase and there's no sign of proper grammar in site, ending up in a jumble of run-on sentences. It's time to pour myself into a new medium of art since I no longer have time or care… Continue reading 2020 vision
long time no see no write?
it's been a rough january, and boy has january overstayed it's welcome. much like 2018, the beginning of 2019 just doesn't end. i've uploaded weekly on youtube or at least trying to, hopefully, i can meet my goal of 100 subscribers by the middle of the year. right now i'm sitting at a pretty 60!… Continue reading long time no see no write?
body mods and more
hi all! so around november 2018 i did an instagram poll to satiate my need for pain, more specifically body mods! although many people think body mods are just piercings, tattoos and dyed hair, it's more than just those. it can be wearing sclera lenses daily, split tongues, scarification and even mundane things like fillers!… Continue reading body mods and more
hello 2019
I'm sitting in the kitchen, sipping a coffee that's too hot and probably sweet enough to trigger my prediabetic symptoms. I wanted to come back to this blog as I've been lacking not only creating content but in expressing myself for relief; ya know to make myself feel better. 2018 wasn't the best year I've… Continue reading hello 2019
last day of a rough year
today is the last day of this garbage year, i should feel anything but numb. instead i wake up to grey skies and rain pouring down, my entire house is drenched in darkness and has an eerie quiet feel to it. as if this house was never my home, that i was staying at a… Continue reading last day of a rough year
“am i enough?”
Today I sort of want to discuss the different variations of love, the concept of love as well as determining whether or not you're worth of love and how self-love comes into play with that. I asked a couple of friends/associates what they thought of the concept of love as well as their experiences with… Continue reading “am i enough?”
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